Monday, December 13, 2010

Michael and Jenny, and some other things

So, this is my blog, and Michael is my baby.  He has shown me what it feels like to be loved, even though I have not known a whole lot of love in my life.  He may not realize this, but he saved me from myself, and sometimes I feel like I am too hard on him, he will always and forever be my Michael. I don't want to bore everyone with mushy details, but I feel like no one else exists when I am with Michael, like seriously, and he is the only person that I ever want to be with, and we plan on getting married. 

I feel like my life is being put on hold, because I don't have the money to have a nice comfortable life with him, and I am taking the necessary steps to get out of this damn life that I live. Every time I try to do anything, I get pushed down, and that is not good for my self esteem issues, but I will get on with my life because I have the love of the most wonderful man, and I love him just as much. 

Hope everyone likes this, and I hope that someone out there will see this, and say something encouraging to help me through these bad times. Take care.